GRRR!!!

I am so disappointed. Joe was supposed to leave Naples this morning but he got held up and literally just left (3:30PM) for the almost six hour trip home. It really wouldn't be a problem except I was excited for him to come home and I've been telling the kids that Daddy would be home to have dinner with us. Oh boy...I'll have some explaining to do for sure!!! Might have to treat them to Chik Fil A or something to make it up to them. I feel bad that I got their hopes up for nothing. But I'm not happy about it either so we'll just all sulk together.

So we're in week three of the job and it's fine. It really is fine. But at the same time I already hate it. It's hard to explain but I just hate it already. It's so weird to know that he's not home anymore. It's weird making plans without considering him. I haven't been on my own in 13 years...and now here I am....single Mom with two kids!!! WEIRD!!! I think what I hate is that we have to plan our lives around this job. We can't just do anything....we have to work it out around his work schedule. I understand why we have to do it and I know it's part of life but it's a tough adjustment. You know he worked for the City for 12 years and he was the boss so he could do pretty much anything he wanted and do it whenever wanted. Boy things have changed with this new job.

I'll get over it and we'll manage because that's the only choice we have I just had to put it out there that already...I'm not the biggest fan of having a husband that travels. I knew it would be like this. I knew it wouldn't be ideal and that's fine...like I said I'll adjust and I'll be just fine.

This week with the kids has been great. They are loving summer camp. They have made lots of new friends. My kids flock to older kids so each day when I get there they are both sitting with like 6-8th graders just playing, talking and literally entertainingthe older kids. Everyone seems to love them though which is good. I'm glad they like it there and that they are comfortable in the camp. Because we don't really have any other options.

I've been working out and I'm loving it. I mean I love to complain about it too but honestly I'm loving it. I'm already feeling stronger and can tell a difference in my body. I actually have muscle definition in my arms....WHO KNEW???? I love my Trainer. He's just the greatest. So sweet and such a nice guy. We have a blast together and don't really take anything seriously. Even when I'm training we are just laughing away....all the while he's still making sure my hips are up, my butt is tucked and my abs are engaged!!! LOL He's awesome!!! I can't wait to see myself in a month or two from now. I am training with him 3 days per week and then I'm going to take three classes a week at the YMCA to fill in the gaps. Now that I have some strength and tone I feel more ambitions about taking on other things.

Well the kids want to cut and paste now so I guess I should get going and play with them.

As always....thanks for following our crazy lives!!!